Four years ago, I'd been in LOVE. It was like a fairytale. But do all fairytales have happy endings? No one knows right?
Being in love is such a great feeling. But when you fall out of it, it will break your everything. My previous love story? Oh! It lasted for 4years and 4months (52 months). The 52-month relationship that i was in, is my longest relationship ever. And that bastard, I mean my ex-boyfriend, knows me too well. He was like a Prince in some old tales. He is sweet in his own little way though he seemed denial about it. He gave me chocolates, flowers, precious stuff, etc. He loved and cared for me a lot. But trials kept on hitting us. Then a really hard time came. It was second week of March 2011, we decided to live on our own. We live in separate ways. We live with different visions in life, as if we are living in two different worlds.
Two weeks have passed and look. I am still single. But being in a sole life that I am taking right now, satisfies my existence. It's all worth it. Perhaps, we are better off. He has all the time in the world to have his so called "good times" and I have my precious time to spend with good friends and meet new faces. Now I realized that being stuck with his love feels like I am in a locked cage. Can't move, can't do all the things you wanted to do. I know he felt the same way too for he kept on complaining everytime I ask him with regards to his whereabouts. Before, I easily got paranoid whenever he was with some bitches out there. But now it is different. I don't care at all. My feelings for him just ain't the same. And though I try, it is not like it was before. "Sayang" is the only thing on my mind. But it is still okay. I thank Destiny for everything that had happened and for the upcoming adventures along our paths.
This is my story and the ending is still unwritten. :)
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