Hello everyone! Guess what? LOL. 

IM GOING HOME! :) 

As in right now. Hahaha! 

Blogging all the way from Mactan - Cebu International Airport!

But heck. Delayed flight, from 5pm boarding to 6pm. Huhu. 

Im dying to see my loved ones…Huhuhuhuhuhu :c

MOVING ON.

          Hi! This is myrrh, blogging all the way from Cebu city. Woah!. I'm single now and trying to move on as easy as i can. Just trying to let you know, im doing fine  right after the breakup.

         Yes, i still hate that bastard who broke my heart but on the other side, im glad we had sweet memories that last for 4 good years. i loved him. Hehe. But it was all in the past. I'm looking forward to what will gonna happen in the future. Here are my steps on how to move on easily. Haha. I think i need these. LOL

1. don't think about that person. even if you do, keep yourself busy on other things to divert your attention.

2. don't be silly on keeping in touch with that person.

3. enjoy your spare time with friends. have fun!

          3 STEPS good for 3months. Hahaha! Then, i can go on with my sole life again. Yes! I CAN DO THIS!!! :D

WHAT?

(whatta shit? XD)

what you want/need for now?
* I BADLY NEED AN INSPIRATION.

what keeps you busy?
* STUDIES.

what is your goal in life?
* TO OUTLIVE FROM TRIALS COMING MY WAY.

what makes you feel unique?
* MY EVERYTHING. LOL

what are your plans in the next coming years?
* TO GET A JOB. DO MY JOB. LOVE MY JOB.

(what a waste of time?! >,<)

BLACK IS GOOD

A lavish night with my comrades.

Yehey! ^_^

MY VALENTINE.

A day for lovers, friends, families, you, me and for us. 

A day for confessions, avowal and revelations. 

A day for LOVE. 

           Much awaited day has come. Let the love in our hearts govern this town. Oopps! I can see I LOVE YOU notes everywhere. Cards and chocolates too. People passing by our dorm caught my attention. Bringing with them their flowers and presents for their loved ones. Sweet, isn't it? Their eyes are filled with excitement and their smiles make it more obvious. They are all in love, and so am i. Haha
          I was thinking of something romantic, then stopped. My boyfriend is not around so i have to stop thinking of impossible things to happen. But still my mind can't resist. I think too deep, breathe in and out. I look around, there's nothing new. He's still not with me. Haha..
         Then i got bored and asked my girls for tonight's sched. And the answer is still pending. I decided to open my mac and checked my Facebook. All are love quotes, sweet sayings from friend's stat messages, wall posts and comments. Then suddenly i dropped by on someone's account. I saw his picture. "Oh how i miss that monkey over there", thoughts in my mind. It was a feeling of satisfaction looking at his pictures. Enough for me to realized that no matter how hard it was for me being here, I know that he is always out there… WAITINGGGGGGGG…

Vday Vid.

 For you on Valentine's Day.

i <3 u.

Click here to watch the video.

MISSING THE OLD DAYS.

          It was thursday afternoon when i feel like i'm so alone. Erratic and so lost. Then a flashback from the past played on my mind. Yes! It was indeed a great feeling reminiscing the good times i have had before. It was all the felicitous and unforgettable scenery with fellas. Everything i have shared with them, the places we have been to, the parties we have attended, and the problems we have solved all over the years. I realized then, it wasn't  bad after all. I AM NOT REALLY ALONE. I am with those damn bitches whom i called FRIENDS. Not with the them literally, but with their fckn memories. LOL. We may be separated by the sea (for we're in different islands) right now, but it's alright. For i know that whatever route we'll choose and course in life we'll take in, the special bond will always be there, brisk and firm.  FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS.. as always. :)

CURRENT STATMSG.

I'M NOT SURE WHERE THIS RELATIONSHIP COULD GO.. I DON'T CARE! 'COZ YOU KNOW WHAT? IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER AS LONG AS YOU'LL TAKE ME THERE WITH YOU.. ^_^

How painful it was for me.

          My boyfriend cheated on me. I don't know his reasons. But it hurts me big time .
         
         I am miles away from him. We only keep in touch through phone. And sometimes through internet. We're in a LDR (long distance relationship) right now. I just found out yesterday all about him having an affair with a girl from our town. I talked to him last night and told him about it. He said it's nothing. My tears fell as i hear him utter his words. I was upset and so disappointed. I trusted him for 4 years and yet he doesn't even give a damn care! I don't know how to react by then. I was speechless. My brain was in outer space and my heart was in really deep pain. He tried to patch things up. He insisted. And because i love him so much, i said Yes! I wasn't sure though. But still i gave him a chance. I gave him my conditions, he said he's alright with it.  Then we mend it up. Morning came, I only cried. I was in bed for the whole day. I was not able to attend class session. I was numb, feels like i am freezing all over. I don't know why. Until this very moment, I am still waiting for his call or even just a text. but there's none. It's too painful. How can a person do this to me? How dare is that bastard to this to me? ..

          Then what's next? HEARTBREAK? /Sigh

i heart you

Happy FEB-ibig Folks! :)

This month is SINGLE awareness month. LOL

Why stay single ? XD

Look around dude..

Perhaps someone's wishing to own your heart..

Give it a try and enjoy the ride. ^__^

Give love on Valentine's Day! Hoorrraayyy!